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sharon,

i'm so sorry, i messed things up so badly. i never should have said what i said, no one deserves to behave like that. i was in a very bad place and my mind just couldn't handle all the things that were happening around me.... and i took it out on you...

i'm going through a lot these days. there's trouble at home and things outside don't look too good either. i wish i could talk to you about them but time is not a friend and courage rarely stays long with me. but just thinking of you is enough to sooth my soul at times. my thoughts of you are often vivid and i must say i fear the portent of my dreams, perhaps in time, as things get better, i may share these dreams with you.

Alfred